Hie. My name is lil' Tatty. I'm a very little bear. Dat is why I'm called the lil' Tatty.
Sometimes I like to complain and talk about stuffs which I felt dat particular day.
But most of the time, I am a happy bear and I like to stay happy! Hehehe..
Thanks to my master, I am able to come to Scotland and see the world a lil'. This is to open my small eyes and small mind. =)
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Saturday, July 29, 2006 Nu Skin!
Hehehe. I'm very proud to present you my new blogskin! I've chosen this blogskin for a purpose. Hahaha.The previous skins dat I've put, the window is kinda small.. which is pretty difficult for myself to read again wad I've posted. Hence, the new skin is to promote visibility to others wad I've wrote as well as to myself. Secondly, the new skin will allow clear view of the photos which I might or might not be posting up. Hehe. Thirdly, it's tatty teddy! My favourite bear of all times! I've got 2 tattys now at the moment all courtesy of my friends' pressie. =) Very much appreciated! Hehehe.. and.. of course I'll never forget my another teddy which is not a tatty.. his name is called 'Mond-Mond'.. because he's almond in colour. Hahaha.. childish eh? I don't really care. Hahaha.. It's always good to stay young at heart and try to clear all the unhappy stuffs out of my head. Unhappy stuffs tend to bring me down.. but I wont ever let unhappiness get ruled over my head because it's just not worth wasting my life over such a stupid matter. Thanks to all those who showed me concern ever since I posted dat up.. don't bother asking me who is dat.. I don't think I wanna say who. Because I dont wanna be a big mouth and tell who is it. It's for me to know and for you to find out yourself. And dont bother looking thru the blogs.. you wont find it. I'm afraid dat post has been edited. So too bad for you.. you missed the show.
Alright people, I hope you like the new skin to promote all the good points above! Hehe..
Alright, as you might noticed.. dat I've been in Scotland for almost 2 months now. I must say, my days had never been busier. Really didnt quite take it for the everyday 9-5pm classes and practical sessions. Anyways, dat's quite a relieve now. Not much of 9-5 classes I guess. Because the sem is coming to an end again! Geez. I thought I just started. But time flies so fast and in no time I guess I'll be back in Malaysia again. So.. I'm really sorry to those I havent been keeping in touch with yeah? All the emails and messages I've yet to reply. Geez. You guys must have thought I have forgotten all of you. The fact is I'll never forget who my friends were.. those who stood by me thru the good and the bad. Unlike those who loves to create rumours which are not true and despite the busy schedule.. still have time to gossip about others. I think they are out of their mind to think dat. I'm just so pissed. Life is already difficult here in this hectic schedule.. I don't ever think she's ever making it easier.. ya know.. by spreading and talking the so called problem to others. Actually there are no problems at all. I mean.. it's like when a person is lonely.. they tend to cook some stories up so dat ppl will notice them. I mean like..hello.. get a life alright? You dont step on my tail and I wont step on yours. I'll definitely stay out of your path.. but could you for goodness sake leave us 2 best friends alone? Thank you very much. I think she's just jealous we are always together and she wanna cook some stories up just to make herself feel great. I'm just pissed off alright. Doesnt mean dat you have no one to hang out in ur room the whole day in your life before then you can view others as abnormal. I think you're just cooking things up. Wad may be normal to you.. may not be normal to us.. and wad is abnormal to you.. may not be abnormal to us. Just face it. We dont fancy you. I've never ever had this problem before even though I'm from an all girls skool who ppl think will tend to gossip until I met you. I hate to tell you this.. but the truth is.. Convent girls stand more united more than you can imagine and you can never picture the true Convent Girls spirit if you are not from Convent skool before.
With this, I thank you very much for my speech. Go mull over it.. sleep on it.. wadever and think of wad you have done to hurt others with just your stupid mouth and your blog. Thanks to you our friendship is now awkward and mebbe ruined.
It's been such a long time I treated myself right like going to the fitness gym, eating in a fancy restaurant, shopping my heart out and simple stuffs like hanging out by the beach with my close friends and feel the breeze. The nature has its own magical power.
If I dont treat myself right, no one ever will. Trust me. I've gone thru dat. I've taken too much shits and I'm growing up to be such a sicko just because I dont get treated right. Alright. I shall start with myself.
No one ever in their right mind will understand wad my life has been through. So, dont you dare judge me for any reason, because you are unfit to do so. I'm a complicated being and so are you. Got queries? Clear it up! Have doubts? For goodness sake, clear it up as well! And dont jolly well assume wad happened. Got something you're unhappy about? For goodness sake please do not beat around the bush and get to the point why you are so unhappy. I'm too tired running my own life and I dont need a second life, I'm happy to sort things out.
You know.. it's been such a long long time since i poured out my heart somewhere.Prolly because I always have a place to pour it out to my closest friend. But this.. I cant take it anymore. The pain is too great. Ever since I came to Scotland, nothing good came out of it. I just wanna go home. It turned out to be the 'not so great afterall'. I'm stuck in all these shits here and dat someone isnt making my day any better. So much as you hate to hear it.. and as much as I hate to say it, life just sucks. Wad about someone constantly saying I'm busy while u want to have to good old times catch up? It's not like we often meet. Okay, mebbe dat fella is really busy, just face it. I can bet you a million times, the answer is no no no.. Free as a bird and talking to others as well. Such shit. It did not just happened once, it's more than a handful. I had enough of those. I'm never gonna speak to you again FIRST, dat's all I know. You're such a jerk. La la la la la.
