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Age: 2 Years Old
Hie. My name is lil' Tatty. I'm a very little bear. Dat is why I'm called the lil' Tatty.
Sometimes I like to complain and talk about stuffs which I felt dat particular day.
But most of the time, I am a happy bear and I like to stay happy! Hehehe..
Thanks to my master, I am able to come to Scotland and see the world a lil'. This is to open my small eyes and small mind. =)
Plain White T's:
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Not in the best of mood.
Maybe I'm not a strong person within. I'm swayed easily. Or rather being persuaded easily. Hmm, this also means I'm easily bullied and being taken advantage of. I haven't been exactly meeting people with nice personality these days. I'm sure God has a purpose for letting me meet these kind of people. And I'm also sure that God has prepared this place for me to gain experience, mature and grow as a person.
Alright, I've also done some bad stuffs to be categorized as not nice people. Hahaha. Omg, this is becoming so random.
Anyways, my life has been like a roller coaster ride. Hahaha. Let's see what I did last weekend. Saturday I was rotting at home.. oh well, maybe not rotting. I was resting. Hahaha. Gaining my well deserved rest. Then on sunday, I was busy with church activities, watched movies with the guys and also attended a meeting and a practice. Then on deep day I had to work! How annoying. They had better not put me on the next public holiday or I'm gonna strike!
:D But many things kinda happened during last weekend... which I dont think I wanna divulge here. Haha.
I think I wanna get out of JB once in a while. Ya know, get exposed to other places and get some fresh ideas on how things are. Meet those mates I seldom meet. Have some fun and paint some towns red. Hahaha. Okay I'm getting out of topic here. Oh well, my point is to get out of routined life once in a while to refresh the mind. :D
I think I shall end here now. I'm exhausted running here and there. Knocked off at freaking 5.30pm today. Reached home at about freaking 6.30pm. I need to get some shut eye now. I shall write again, diary.
Tatty Teddy posted at 29.10.08 |
Friday, October 24, 2008
Despite the hustle and bustle of life, despite the upfront of a cheerful face, lies beneath a heart that is feeling sad and moody. I dont know why i'm feeling like this right now. The culprit is the problems I face during work. The hospital that I'm in right now is so messed up. I dont know how to improve the situation. I want to, but I dont know how to.
Alright, probably I'm having a PMS since I'm feeling PMS-sy these days. My soul feels so weary. My current playlist on my ipod plays Josh Groban and Michael Buble. I need an inspiration in my life. I need to get back up on my feet again.
Can I find a solace place and just hide there?
Tatty Teddy posted at 24.10.08 |
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
BLA. BLA. BLA.
I just can't stand it anymore. Everyone's got something to say when I go out with a guy whether in a group or not. Wad's wrong with people nowadays? Don't I have the right to hang out with friends? Don't I have the freedom to go out with whomever I want? When I do hang out with a bunch of people with some guys in it, aunties go.. oooohhh, he's interested in you... Well, if they dont comment anything, I'll still be able to accept it. BUT, wad pisses me off is.. they jump to conclusions. And annoying comments such as.. ohh he's too young for you, he's too old for you, he's a non christian (always kena from my mum), he's not good enough for you, he's too short, he's too fat, he's not sociable, he's not an aunty's guy, he's got no manners.. blablablablabla. BLABLABLABLABLA. Well, give me a break already okay?! It's me who's hanging out with them, NOT YOU. So why are you so concerned with whom I hang out with? And must I report to you every action that I make? This is just plain ridiculous. Since when they have become a judge in my life? Cant guys and girls have platonic relationship? I just dont get it, esp. aunties. Watch movies together in a group also kena. Wth man.
It's no wonder I love being single! Or rather it's no wonder I'm still single. Hahahaha. The amount of questions you get bombarded are just too stressful for me to handle. Bitch bitch bitch. Only know how to bitch. Nothing better to do is it. Then go buy vegetables lah! Life's a bitch sometimes.
Tatty Teddy posted at 21.10.08 |
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Yahoo! Tomorrow's friday! Friday is my favourite day of the week! It's a mixed feelings of happiness, excitement and fun! Hahaha. Because the weekend is just around the corner. But it also means that another week has passed ever so quickly. Anyhoo, I love fridays! :D
Anyways, I've been suffering from a backache for a few days now. I dont know how I got it, dont ask me. I havent been bending much and everything. I've not been exerting myself as well. Hmm. I'm still thinking what could cause my backache. This isn't my first time having such backaches. Only more severe this time. What could be wrong with me? :/ It's the 'suan tong' kind. Anyone has any ideas what this means? Lols.
Hmm. Recently, someone of my age passed away with cancer of the pancreas. It's actually my friend's friend. But I've met her before. Stayed in their rented house before once or twice, I cant remember. The whole incident was kinda.. sigh. I dont know wad to say. Nor do I know the right words to say. Mebbe the best way is to stay silent and just mourn with them for the loss. It's just less than a year since they found out about it and now she's gone. Such is life for now.
Tatty Teddy posted at 16.10.08 |
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
A lil' routined updates.
Nothing special's been going in my life lately. Everyday is like a routine. Hehe. Wake up --> Work --> Home --> Online --> Sleep. I seriously need a life more than this. Haha. I'm totally wasting. But on the contrary, I've not been getting enough sleep. Hmmm. I seriously wonder why. Although I've been doing nothing, the time just slips away! And mummy has been warning me that I've been hanging out too much lately. She said I've been playing too much. Am I really playing too much? I dont think so leh. Hahaha.
I went to S'pore last saturday and I bought loads of things! The things I bought were such a good bargain! I bought 2 skirts for SGD 15! And and and.. a blouse for SGD 15 and 18. So happy! So nice somemore. Who wants to go s'pore to shopping next time must ajak me kays!
I've just watched House Bunny and the show is quite dumb lah. Hahaha. Dumb blonde kind. Hehehe. But it's funny lah. So, if you want a chillexing stress-free show, you might wanna try this show. :) All in all, 3 out of 5 popcorns! Hahahaha.
Tatty Teddy posted at 15.10.08 |
Sunday, October 05, 2008
The time just keeps flowing.
Out of a sudden today, I've decided to transfer all my previous photos on my life in the UK into my laptop. As I browse through, I can't help but realise that time had passed by so quickly. It's been more than a year now since I'm back from the UK. And this means the photos taken are about 2 years ago. Hmmph. As I was looking through those photos, I realized I seriously missed those days I had when I was in my university as a student. Life was so much more carefree and happy. I miss the group that I was hanging out with. The noise that we all made could really.... kill. Haha. If I could turn back the hands of time, I wouldn't change anything about it. I would still wanna travel with them to see the world. I would still wanna spend my UK days with them. Aaaahh. I miss travelling in Europe too! The weather was cooling, cold winds, subtle warmth of the sun that lightly touches your skin.. it was just perfect for travels. :D If I've got the chance, I would love to do it all over again! Don't you guys agree? Hehe. Try looking through your old photos and you will see what I mean. :)
On an unrelated note, why am I made to suffer all the time? Especially in the affairs of the heart. Oh boy. I really do wanna fix myself and just settle down for good. I'm tired of being here and there or everywhere for that matter. Probably, I'm destined to be single for good. Oh gawd.
Anyways, I miss you guys, sesatgang. Hahaha!
Tatty Teddy posted at 5.10.08 |
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
I feel like I cannot detect what I want in life. I'm always having difficulties settling on the things that I want. I don't have a certain goal in life. I think I haven't found them yet. Or maybe I never will. It's like I've been doing things a little here and there with no certain goals in it. At my age, I think I'm still having a teenager's thinking. I'm not certain on the things in life that I really want to pursue. Friends my age are having big plans, big thoughts on how things should go. But I don't. To be honest, I don't have any big plans or big thoughts. I'm just living my life at a day to day basis. I'm not so much of a planner. Things come and I take it as it is. I don't know if this is a good indication. I used to have strong thoughts about life, about what I want, but not anymore. My current vision is blurred. Sigh. What's wrong with me? I'm just too short-sighted I suppose.
I should seriously meditate and ask God what He wants to do in my life. I need some directions! I think I have a heart and mind that cannot be tamed.
On another note, I was listening to my list of songs, memories from high skool surged through my mind. I still like my first crush. Wth man. Hahaha. I'm crazy..... Please ignore me.
Tatty Teddy posted at 1.10.08 |