Finally I have the time to really sit down and ponder on stuffs that has happened so far in my life. This is the so called 'alone time with myself'. I think it's true to have an alone time everyday even though its a short one to think about the stuffs that has happened within the day. Well, sometimes I dont have the luxury to do that. Hmm.. anyways, as we move along in life.. have you ever wondered the people in your life is getting lesser? In high skool, you'll have this group of friends.. then you move on to college and university life the group of friends you have is also huge. But as you start and embark on the working world, I find that the people who actually stays in your life are getting lesser. Everyone has their own life to lead.. everyone has their own destination and everyone is at a different place. The times we used to share can only become memories at the back of our heads. This is because we're all moving forward. Although we wish we could remain in those happy times forever, we couldn't. Time wouldnt allow us and also the phase of life that we're going through wont allow us either. Eventually, those happy times will become memories that we could never be able to turn back the hands of time to go back to those times again.
At times I wonder for myself, if I had the courage to really move on in life. I think right now I'm just stuck.. stuck in the past in the present time. I'm afraid to move on in life. I dont have the courage to face the uncertainties in life. You would have to walk your own journey in life no matter how many people are around you. The people around you can only help you and cheer you on your journey.. but at the end of it, you would still need to walk the path of your life's journey.
Have I really found what I really want to do? Where I wanna be? And how my life should be led? Hmm.. I dont think so. In other words, I'm still searching..
Tatty Teddy posted at 29.9.09 |