I feel like I cannot detect what I want in life. I'm always having difficulties settling on the things that I want. I don't have a certain goal in life. I think I haven't found them yet. Or maybe I never will. It's like I've been doing things a little here and there with no certain goals in it. At my age, I think I'm still having a teenager's thinking. I'm not certain on the things in life that I really want to pursue. Friends my age are having big plans, big thoughts on how things should go. But I don't. To be honest, I don't have any big plans or big thoughts. I'm just living my life at a day to day basis. I'm not so much of a planner. Things come and I take it as it is. I don't know if this is a good indication. I used to have strong thoughts about life, about what I want, but not anymore. My current vision is blurred. Sigh. What's wrong with me? I'm just too short-sighted I suppose.
I should seriously meditate and ask God what He wants to do in my life. I need some directions! I think I have a heart and mind that cannot be tamed.
On another note, I was listening to my list of songs, memories from high skool surged through my mind. I still like my first crush. Wth man. Hahaha. I'm crazy..... Please ignore me.
Tatty Teddy posted at 1.10.08 |
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