This week has been a total roller coaster ride for me. Both physical and emotional. The week started off as usual, boring and routined. Hahaha, now you must think I'm contradicting myself since I just said this week was a roller coaster ride. Oh well, yeah, I am. But as the days go by, things have started to change, for the worse. It got worse until the end of this week. All I wanted to do was to cry. I know I'm such a cry baby. But I can't help it! Tears just rolled down my eyes whenever I think about it and things weren't going as it's supposed to be. Awkwardness fills the air and I wish things would go back to the way it used to be. Occasionally, I wonder if this is a little far-fetched? I really do hope that things could go back the way it used to be. I'm not a specialist in relationships but I do make an effort to make every relationship work out because I love and care for those who are dear to me. But if there's an emotional blockage, it will be causing both parties to be retractive of their actions. I have given some shots, but I'm seriously afraid of being hurt and snubbed. (which I already had at first. sigh.) I can't take rejections very well, you see. Hmm. Somehow, I started crying again.
Anyways, I guess things got better towards the end. And hence, I rest my case. Always know that I'll love you, for who you are. Isn't that how friendship should be?
Tatty Teddy posted at 14.11.08 |
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