Hie. My name is lil' Tatty. I'm a very little bear. Dat is why I'm called the lil' Tatty.
Sometimes I like to complain and talk about stuffs which I felt dat particular day.
But most of the time, I am a happy bear and I like to stay happy! Hehehe..
Thanks to my master, I am able to come to Scotland and see the world a lil'. This is to open my small eyes and small mind. =)
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Friday, January 23, 2009 Happy Chinese Nu Year!
The best time is to spent with family and friends, especially friends that I've not seen for a long time. :D But the best is still spent with my family. :D I love it when we go to trips together. I personally like travelling, so I wouldn't mind travelling as long as I'm not the one driving. Teehee! Ya know, when I go travelling with my family, I've got this warm and happy feeling together.
Before I do my disappearing act during chinese nu year, I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of you out there who's reading my blog right now, a happy and a blessed nu year! It's another year, another year older, another year wiser. Hehe.
Oh yeah, not forgetting to mention that my family would be doing something special this nu year! Stay tuned as I unravel the mystery to what my family is doing this year. Hahaha. Actually like you guys care what we do. LOL. But it's really fun! It's gotta do with the dinners we're going to have during day one to three of CNY. :D
Alrighty, I think it's time for me to sign off now. But at the meantime, enjoy your CNY holidays and stay healthy and wealthy! Happy nu year! =)
My house was nearly broken into yesterday night when we were all sound asleep. The gate outside was distorted and a lil' damaged at the side. This isn't the first time these people tried to break into the house. 2 weeks ago, something similar happened. The door at the hall was ajar and the alarm went off. I was terrified. The thought of it makes me cringe. Imagine having a guy or some guys you dont know standing next to your bed saying hi to you if you happen to wake up and catch them red handed.. I can't never bring myself to imagine the worst to what those guys can do to me and my family. Oh gosh. This is just madness. My mum told me that there are some indonesians hanging around the area which I'm staying. My mum also suspected some indian guys which tarred the road to be the culprits. Whatever it is, safety is the most important thing now. The other time was worst because the door was already ajar. I could'nt bring myself to sleep soundly again that night. Any slight noise made by a creek or a tud, I would wake up and space out for a lil' while. You must be thinking, why not report this to the police so that they can help you. The thing is, malaysian police are like no-brainers. Even if you tell them, they would buat dunno and worse, tell you to go away since nothing is stolen. But the thing is, why need the police if we have to wait til something actually happens before it's too late? I guess, this is how malaysia works. They love crying over spilt milk for that matter. I have totally no faith in malaysian police. They can even do something to women under their custodies. Their credibility is worth doubting. Are they even fit to become police officers? Not to mention bribes.. blablabla. Now they have extra pocket money earning from the back seat seat-belt rule. I just find it ridiculous sometimes.
I guess this is the condition we have to live in if we're in this country. Now it's worse since the economic condition will be hitting its lowest this year, which spells even more break-ins, stealing, killing and so on. To be wary of mat rempits, theives, robbers, snatch-theives, foreigners, rapists, hijackers, etc. The list goes on. I'm sick and tired of looking out for these things. It's either the baddies are smart or the police is just plain stupid and useless. You choose. The police has got some bucking up to do. Firstly, by catching those illegal immigrants that are accumulating in this country by the day. They're like the bacterias multiplying exponentially.
Monday, January 05, 2009 Why does it always rain on me?
I can't sleep tonight Everybody's saying it's alright Still I can't close my eyes I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of these lights
Sunny days Where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling You belong
Why does it always rain on me?
When something goes wrong, I'm the one who gets blamed. Every.Single.Time. I'm not responsible for anyone's actions for that matter. I dont believe I have such a great influence on people's lives til their actions revolves around me. Being blamed for this is a very unreasonable act to do. Every time when something goes wrong, I get the bait. And when something needs to be done, I get the bait. Why has it always got to be me?
Saturday, January 03, 2009 Dive into the new year.
Happy New Year everyone! Although the start of the year has already been sucky to me so far, still, I wanna wish you guys a very happy 2009! I dont think 2009 is gonna be a very good year for me since it started with a BANG. Literally. I'm just lucky I'm not dead yet. Life hasn't been exactly smooth for me so far in my workplace. Sorry my ji muis, I might not be able to go to KL as planned to meet up with my dear Dato' Ser and malau during the CNY. Actually, malau has got it planned on the 31st Jan to 4th Feb to be up in KL to celebrate like we did the last year in 2008 but I guess it's not gonna happen. Bad news is, my another colleague will be taking a week off straight on that week. And judging from there's only the 3 of us now, there's no way I could also leave during dat time. I know it's sad. I'm sad. Is there any way we could plan this the following week? But I know the following week isn't CNY anymore. Boohoo. I'm beginning to hate 2009 already. What a distressing moment.
Well, it's 2009 now. I guess it's time to ponder upon what I went through in the year 2008. I can say many things happened in 2008. I was still a trainee in the GH and obviously life being as a trainee sucks, as usual. But I would like to thank the Lord from seeing my thru that trainee year of mine. During that, I learnt the meaning of patience and endurance. That's my working life summary for year 2008. Relationships wise, I've been on a rollercoaster ride. Many things happened. The first quarter of the year I was dealing with loads of emotional stress. Trying to forget the past and move on, trying to focus on what I really want. But I guess at a point of time I was blurred on certain things. I didnt know how to react when I did found out something. But I guess things are still the same for now. Then, on the second half of the year, I guess I tried to get on in life but I guess things didnt work out. Then towards the last, things are back to square one again. So the efforts that I've put in at the first half of the year didnt pay off. Gah. Life is so complicated. At least for me. Sheesh. Eventually, we'll realise that family will always be there for you no matter what. Sigh. Enough of unhappiness. My social life for 2008 revolves mainly with my colleagues and my church mates. I hardly met up with anyone else from my high skool or college. Okay, maybe 2 or 3. But not many. Uni mates still got meet up twice? Argh. I seriously HATE working life. It just sucks the zest in life out of you. Hopefully, 2009 will be a better year for me, emotionally and socially. Haha. I also want to have a closer relationship with God.
Oh yah. I just found out there's JCO donuts in JB. What lah. It's currently located in City Square. Not sure if they are having the long famous JCO queue cos I havent been there myself yet! Hahaha. Lazy lah. City Square is like so far away and the parking kills! If you're going there, please save a donut for me from your box of donuts ok? Hahahaha.
Alrighty, I shall end here. Let's hope it's a good year for everyone in 2009! Happy nu year everyone!
