I dont think I quite like the feeling I'm feeling right now. I feel uneasy about this. I feel like giving up. Dat's because I know that it'll exactly turn out this way. I've been there and done that. So, why am I so foolish to let this happen all over again? I'm seriously not sure about this. Not anymore. I dont believe in empty words anymore. Annoyance? Yes. Failure? Yes. Never there when you need them? Yes. I seriously need to sort out my life. Starting from my bedroom.
Anyways, sucky things aside. This coming week will be my last week as a prp officially. Yahoo! But I'm not really sure how long will they still keep us. The letters are not coming out just yet. So prolly we're gonna be on call again in september again. To think I was so happy to have this month as the last month on call. I do hope I get back JB. :) I'm afraid I'll miss my prp days with our usual friday night gathering. Our usual girls' night out.
I just finished watching Bambino! Hehe. It's a japanese show about italian cooking. Got really hungry looking at them cooking nice pasta dishes! Bambi really learnt alot in this show. Reminds me of us being trainees. Haha. I think for my profession I must learn to love others and feel compassion towards people that I'm dealing with everyday. Love must be selfless. If it's selfish, then it's not love anymore. Dat's pleasing your own emotions and not considering at all the feelings of others. And dat can be considered as very rude. How true. I seriously think so too. I dont like selfish people and then call dat love. It's bullshit.
I've finished watching bambino and a movie today. How much time do you think I spent watching them? I dont wanna know either.
Tatty Teddy posted at 23.8.08 |
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